Tuesday, May 25, 2010
What to do, what to do
It us the danger time for me. The time after work and before dinner for me that is between 2:30 and 6:00. Since I am trying to keep to a more healthy diet I didn't buy any chips, crackers, cookies, or candy at the grocery store. So I don't have my usual snack foods in the house. Since I have eliminated the snacking option -- what I notice is that I don't quite know what to do with myself. I'm realizing just how much a part of my life eating and reading have become. Its a ritual I keep every day when I come home. And it's not a healthy ritual. I can think of all kinds of problems related to it. First, I overeat - plain and simple I take in way too many calories for my body. Second, I don't do what needs to be done. By that I mean that I could do a lot of things that would be good for me - exercise, journaling, de-cluttering, visiting with friends. Third, by doing this I shut myself off from the world, I live in a kind of half life characterized by withdrawl and solitude. There is nothing wrong ith solitude - I need a lot of solitude but it shouldn't be taken to extremes. Especially when nothing constructive comes out of it. I think I need to make a list. I love lists. This one will be about what I want out of this new time that I have available. 3 hours per day.
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